i’m not a religious person, but i do believe in God, and whenever im not sure about myself, my life, anything really, i always turn to him.
lately i’ve been really wanting to go to church. but not just mass/service to go listen to todays prayer but to really connect with him.
i dont know what he has planned for me, but i need to clear my head out and have a direction again.
Idk why it’s so hard to shop for myself
Like I feel so guilty spending so much money on myself even if it’s not a lot to some people
Worked for my own spendings and even if I saved it bothers me to spend it even tho I saved it just to spend for myself
But I don’t mind paying for people
Lately I’ve been donating at least couple dollars to homeless people or the people out of grocery stores